Unwritten

This post is a little bit different than my other ones. I realized that if you're going to be reading this blog, then you deserve to know about the author. Instead of a long post about it, I made a video. I hope you enjoy it. 

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  1. BlueyesJuly 16, 2016 at 6:08 PM

    Absolutely beautiful indeed, I knew that the moment I met you!

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