Spring Flowers
Well, it has been almost a month since my last post because I haven't really known what exactly to say. I have been dealing with some problems that I wasn't sure about. I had a dream about my Mom you see. We were in her heaven, I believe, and she didn't know she was dead or that she ever had cancer. She just knew that something happened to her and Mema and she was suddenly there. I still think about that dream and wonder if that is what every ones heaven is like. Unique and tailored to their specific needs like in The Lovely Bones . Today, on the first full day of Spring, I can only imagine what her heaven must look like. Bursting full of beautiful Cosmos, Daffodils, and Tulips. She would be taking pictures or sitting outside with her french vanilla coffee and a book with Thor snoring beside her. When I think of all the flowers that I want to plant up at Jim's house as soon as the snow is off the mountain, the only thing I care about are the cosmos. She always ma...